Decided to blog again

Tonight almost tomorrow, it is almost midnight. I am up still because I just listened to an amazing lady speak about her life and how God has worked through it. Helen Roseveare. I am totally just wrecked because of her. God spoke to me and said. I haven't asked you to do what Helen did, but I have asked you to be faithful in what I have asked you to do.


read this

http://scotwise.blogspot.com/2008/02/daily-encouragement-tuesday-classic_19.html

then listen to this

http://www.sermonindex.net/modules/mydownloads/viewcat.php?cid=450

I've moved...

I've moved...

http://wendy.jesuspunx.com/

Inspiration and penning it down.

I was inspired to write some over the last couple of days. Optimizing my phone options, I voice recorded some dialogue for a scree play and then I came home and typed it up in Celtix writing software. It is ok. I don't know where and why I am writing what I am writing, but I am told it doesn't matter, just write. So, for now, I just write whether it is good, bad, indifferent, or whatever. I just keep putting it down and hopefully as Neil Simon says, I will come away with the best writing of all time. I don't know if that truly is my hope, I just hope that my life touches at least one person and that in some small way I will touch them through one artistic thing that I do. We shall see.

What is happening?

That question mark is for David Hitt.

Great improv shows this weekend. I hope many more to come. We had some great stuff come from the weekend character wise. I had rehearsal again tonight for another gig that is coming up for a marriage conference this weekend. Also, I hope some movie work is coming my way soon. There are plenty of improv opps headed this way. It is amazing how you commit your way to Lord and he has your back. In all that you do, you just commit. I am still trying to really wrap my head around the book I have been reading by Tony Dungy. There is so much depth in the pages that he wrote. I had several moment there were I teared up. It is as I posted very much worth reading.

A great book

I started reading Quiet Tony Dungy's memoirs. I almost finished it in one day. Great inspirational book. I recommend it for sure. He is the real deal. Amazing.

New Phone

I got a Motorola Rizr yesterday. To complicated for me. No being up to iphone status is probably a good thing. I would be i crazy. I am glad I have E in his Eness to help this techno challenged preppy out. The picture below is from my camereal. I have to experiment some more to see if I can get clearer images.

Pug in paridise

This is how I found my pug when I returned from my morning workout.

soreness

My meeting with the personal trainer at the gym was quite torturous. I have never in my whole life been as sore as I am at this moment. I missed acting class tonight that indicates the pain level for me. I don't miss class much. I felt I should stay home and rest the weary legs. It is even hard to drive. lol. I am not an old woman yet, but today I feel my age for sure.

letting go

I am at a time in my life where I feel like things are spinning and spinning. I have not been very peaceful. My brain has been out of control.

I am faced with

Do I work or do I stay home?
Do I take my teaching test or Do I just wait?
Do I keep trying to have an acting career or Do I just give up on that dream?
Do I try to be content being a mom and and wife or do I try for more things?


I seek God everyday on this. I am a Christian and really want to live like one. I want to put things down in front of him and let them go and allow him to direct and figure out things for me. I just want to sit back and say ok God I can't wait to see what you are going to do. It is hard not to want nice things. We chose long ago that I would stay at home with our kids and not work. I have loved every minute of being here. Even though they are in school just being able to get things done around the house for all of our family and go to school and eat lunch with Heidi it is cool. But all of this cost us something. I know that it has been the right thing to do. I feel that it was the best decision that we could have made. I don't know what direction God will take me, but I am dedicated to be found faithful to him and when he does seek me, I want to be found holy and acceptable in his sight. When he had the tabernacle built in the Old testament, he started with a dwelling place for himself. Just as he started with himself years ago, he started ,with himself in me. I stand in the gap for many of you that read this blog. I know many times you may not no this, but I pray for you that God will work in your life and that you will allow him to do so. May God bless anyone who reads this and May he rest in your heart and soul forever.

Jesus loves me

This I know for the Bible tells me so. Little ones to him be long they are weak, but he is strong. Yes Jesus loves me, Yes Jesus loves me, Yes Jesus loves me the Bible tells me so. It just doesn't get any simpler than that.

Happy Birthday to.....

my husbands grandmother. She is 87 today. We are going to spend the day with her today. We don't see her much and this will be a good day to be able to spend some time with her. Eric's sister was supposed to come into town this weekend, but her flight got all messed up. It will encourage both her and my mother in law for us to come and spend the day.

I haven't posted in how long?

I can't belive first of all that has been so long since i posted. Now I can't believe that I am writing about how long it has been since I posted. lol. You can tell that I have had an uneventful week.

Funny Phrases!

Some friends were talking with me last night about funny phrases we hear only hear in the south. Some examples are

Isn't he pitiful.
Bless her heart.
I am going to carry her to the store.

I found it very amusing to hear of there first encounters with southerners saying these phrases. If these phrases don't seem to be odd to you, you are definitely a southerner. lol.

Ode to the E!!!

I met Eric about 15 years ago. The first time I talked with him, I realized that I could spend the rest of my life with him. He was passionate and on the same path as I was. I was so taken back by him. Not just by the way he looked, but by his attitude of no fear. I believed that he was the most wonderful man in the whole wide world. I still do today. If there is one thing that I have learned during this journey with him, it is that I love him and seeing him happy is worth anything that I posses. There is nothing more fulfilling to me than to see him fulfilled. His passion for things still is a turn on for for me. He is a great father to our two girls. He has surpassed any home of dad that I had for him. What do you say about someone you have known for as long as I have him. I love you E and I will always love you. There are several songs that come to mind when I think of him and one of them is on the clip of the week. Here are the lyrics to another one that reminds me of Eric. But in truthfulness, there are no words that could truly express how I feel for him. He in is Eness. I love you Eric. Forever.

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

In honor of anniversary's and romance

http://www.thebostonchannel.com/news/14191822/detail.html

This was a unique way to pop the question.

RTA

Roll Tide Anyway. I thought the game dragged a little and this did not look like the same team that played Arkansas. With Mastin and Hall injured, It is sad to say they weren't the same team. DJ Hall is not the Alabama Savior or anything, but he sure makes a good addition. It is hard to re coop 185 yards out of 1 other player. But this is a young team and will be good for a long time. There will be time for championships. This loss to Georgia in the SEC conference will make a miracle be the only way to win that title. (interpretation beating LSU). All things are possible though.


In other news, the Colts won. Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Journeying together

Journey group was great tonight. I feel that we discussed some great issues we as Christians struggle with. It is always nice to know that there are other people in the trenches with you.

Alabama vs. Georgia

The game this week will be a true test of the team I think. I hope they pull off a win. My dad and I who are both die hard Alabama fans have a wager going on. He wants AL to win, but doesn't think they will. He was truly amazed last week when they pulled off the win. So, It will be exciting Saturday evening to be here at home watching the game. Roll Tide.

Acting it up!

I have been acting up this week. Class went great last night. It was fun to watch everyone do a wonderful job. I am doing a monologue from The Star Spangled Girl by Neil Simon. It is truly a perfect fit for me. Doing Meisner is so amazing. The transformation of my craft just continues to blossom as I cultivate it. Being Truthful moment to moment. I do struggle somewhat peeling layers off of myself.

Improv and Short Form

We have been working our way toward short form in the improv troupe in which I am involved. It was pretty cool last night to watch what developed. I don't know where that stuff came from. It was insane really. I had a hard time holding on to the accent, but I was some what distracted by the kids yesterday. Tonight I have my other class. I hope that want repeat itself. I hope to give a great performance tonight.