Fun Plans for the 4th!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We have great fun planned for the 4th of July. Eric and I will head out in the morning to Georgia for wilderness camping experiment. It will be good to spend some time with him for a couple of days. We will come back saturday evening and head to the lake for a couple of more days of relaxing vacation. I am off work for like 6 days. Wow so cool. It will be fun. I have so much to do today. Clean house, pack for the kids, pack for me, give dog a bath, take dog to mavis. WE have swim meet tonight. so that will take half of the day. However, I am enjoying the swim team for the most part. Holly is improving so much and she is loving it to.


Happy 4th to all who celebrate it.

Help on the way

I am thankful that we may have some finiancial light at the end of the tunnel.

Roller Coaster Rides are not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is the kind of day I had. A roller coaster ride of a day. I started out with a big drop off when I got up late. Then I headed to meet my family at church. That was pretty exciting and fun then another drop and upside down loop, I went to work. That was pretty uneventful. Then headed home to try to just relax and watch tv. Eric worked on Financial things today. That is never a good day. Our finaciaces pretty much suck as everyone we know knows. One day, I know we want have to worry about any of that. One day, we will be debt free. It seems that we could be having the greatest day of anyone and money conversations pretty much wreck the picture. I guess no one deserves a perfect life. If it were not for finincail woes, my life would be perfect.

update

Party was fun. We had plenty of food and fun. I just love my acting buddies. They are just a blast to be around. Our fearless leader didn't make it, and he was missed. They all are headed to a wedding today. I must work at the OD. I hate saturdays becasue it is a 11 hour shift with one lunch break. It is pretty exhausting. Then I have to work on sunday 12-6:30 no lunch break. That shift would not be so bad, but I get so tired from the day before. I have got to stop being so dang negative about work. I have to find my happy place there and relax. I must be there so, I must be happy.

I will post pictures of my party later.

Partay

That is what we are going to do tonight.

Spent the afternoon at Smith Lake. I am now getting ready to go to a going away party.

Anxiety attacks, cheesecake, and peanut butter cookies

I realized today that the physical problems that I have been having lately, (dizzeness, tightness of muscles, feeling like that I am going to pass out) is all due to anxiety. I thought all lot of things may be causing my problems. I have realized that I let small things just get to me without realizing it until it is to late. I start feeling week, my muscle tighten, and I arrive in high strung mode. I am turning into my mother. I guess it is my destiny. My grandmother did this, my mom does this, so does my sister and now me. I don't know if it is personality, insanity or what.

I baked peanut butter cookies and I am now baking a cheesecake. I love cooking. I wished I had time to do more of it. It is fun. I made the cookies for the girls they needed a snack. I am making the cheesecake for a party that I am going to tomorrow night. (Thanks kim for letting me borrow your mixer. ) My friend from my class are getting together to say goodbye to 3 of our students that are headed to New York to pursue their acting careers. The rest of us are so jealous that we are not going with them. lol. Maybe I will make it to New York before I die.

I have to work this weekend. Makes for a long weekend.

I'm published

I'm published. Here is an article that I wrote to the Decatur Daily regarding the swim team.

Class tonight

Just got in from acting class. It was a blast again tonight. We filmed some stuff. It was very exciting. It will be neat to see if anything comes from the filming. We had a new guy in our class tonight. He and his wife were there. They are very nice people. We seem to have a lot in common with them. (Eric and I). Going to class for me is like walking barefoot in a beautiful grassy field. So refreshing. I am so tired right now, but so giddy due to just getting out of class. I am glad that I have found this group of people that are honest and truthfuly about themselves and you can see it and feel by being around them. I have truly met friends.

Cool stuff

Cool things continue to happen to me concerning acting stuff. I maybe getting a call soon to do a screen test for a local b movie. This will provide great experience for me. I real excited about that.

I am currently waiting on my friend Jim toget here so we can over some stuff we will be filming in acting class tonight. No swim meet, so I actually get to go tonight. Don't get me wrong, I am enjoying the swim meets, but I am excited over the fact that there is not one. lol. So anyway cool stuff going on.

Yesterday, we go to swim lessons and there were a tremendous amount of bugs in the pool that should have been cleaned out before practice, but due to the sad sad city we live in, the lady at the pool pawned it off on the coaches. Saying it was there responsibiblity to clean the pool.

So I wrote the parks and rec pres. and the decatur daily editoral section of the paper with my complaint on how the swim team program in decatur is being neglected. Not just over bug mind you, but the fact that they don' t have a permanent place to practice year round. They hop from pool to pool to pool. aquadome in the winter, carrie matthews in the summer. I figured yesterday that I should do something while I was still frustrated. I knew that I wouldn't if I didn't. lol.


Drum lesson again today. Heidi drum teacher seems to be pleased with her progress. I am definitely excited over what she is doing. She is a very talented little girl. I love both my kids for their indivuality that is for sure. They are so different from each other. Truly amazing.

That is my update, morgan out.

Holly doing the breaststroke. 

Holly is in the middle warming up. 

Heidi really getting serious!!!!  

Heidi 1st official photo shoot. hee hee. 

I'm Back!!!!!!!

I know that so many people will be happy to know. I know that so many people have missed reading my exciting wonderful life story. hee hee.

We have been extremely busy, thus we all are exhausted. I never thought that swimming could be so demanding. Between swimming, work, and normal ordinary stuff, like house work, I have been extremely busy.

I am very proud of Holly she is so cute swimming. Just precious. She is improving her times and legally finishing races, that is pretty good for a first year swimmer. She has like 14 ribbons so far and many more will come for sure.

Heidi is doing great on her drums. Her teacher says that she is knocking her book out. He gets so tickled at her she wants to play all these crazy beats and stuff. She is so funny, I will ask her were she got the beat from and she will say it came from out of my head. I wondered many times what was going on up in there. lol.

I am a very proud momma that is for sure.

back blogging at the end of the week

I will update at the end of the week. We will have internet at the end of week.

Spring is a busy time!

Got a lot going on lately. Haven't took time to really journal anything here. Finally got a part for my acting class skit night. It is a great part. I just hope I do well at it.

School work will hopefully be finished soon. Then I have to average grades and turn in end of the year stuff. We will start swimming pretty much 5 days a week starting in June. Still have Heidi's drum lesson. It will be a busy time for us for sure.

It was a happy mother's day!!!!

Woke up this morning to a crying child. My little one didn't feel well. I had to call and make arrangements for someone to teach my sunday school class. As the day progressed, she got better. By the time hubby got home, she felt well enough to go out. So we headed for a picnic lunch in pop oliver park. Then, we headed to grocery store to get stuff to make sundae's. It was a fun time. We sat in the backyard eating ice cream together and making bracelts. Holly and Heidi have started making jewlery. They have decided to call it something like beads baby. Holly has contracted Heidi to work for her. LOL. Heidi informed me that holly was a good boss because she allowed her to quit anytime she wanted to. Heidi got really tired after I gave her some medicine. I hope she will feel better tomorrow. When she doesn't eat, I know she is sick. Busy day tomorrow. I am about to make a list so I can sleep without trying to piece my day together in my head.

late night relaxing drive into what seems to be heaven!!!!

After work i drove to smith lake to spend the night last night. It was wonderful peaceful drive and when I reached the destination, I get out of the car and it was gorgeous simply breath taking. I get up this morning get clean, walk outside and again simply beautiful. Tranquil it is. I would live there if there was a remote possiblity are somewhere out like that. I can't imagine waking up everyday to that wow. I went there for a family gathering on my dad's side. Saw some people who were very nice about my weight loss and it was good to see them and reminiss about old times when I was small. I captured memories with these cousins and such that were great ones. Good times were had headed back to house this afternoon as I drove through this one part of the forest, I felt like I really got a glimpse of God's glory. All I can say is amazing.

Afternoon Delight!!!!!!!!!!

I enjoyed spending the afternoon with Eric today. It was nice and peaceful. We talked about trying to not let things get to us so much and living without stress. I love days like that when we communicate peacefully and we just enjoy each others company. I wished more people saw that Eric. The world is missing out for sure. He is a pure joy to be around. He is wonderful to be around.

Pama interview went well. Hopefully, there will be work on the way.

Busy, but fun

Got up early this morning and didn't go back to sleep watched a little of the smurfs with Heidi. Did some housework, school work, had a picnic with my nieces and kids. Then, we were off to huntsville to drum lessons. That went well. The guy that is her teacher has a degree in percussion. And he is super nice. Came home and worked in the front flower bed. Now Iam beat and headed to bed.

I am saying a little prayer for my friend stacey. She is due and ready to pop out a baby. I pray that God's timing is now. lol

It was a pretty perfect day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!