Friday, October 12, 2007

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Inspiration and penning it down.

I was inspired to write some over the last couple of days. Optimizing my phone options, I voice recorded some dialogue for a scree play and then I came home and typed it up in Celtix writing software. It is ok. I don't know where and why I am writing what I am writing, but I am told it doesn't matter, just write. So, for now, I just write whether it is good, bad, indifferent, or whatever. I just keep putting it down and hopefully as Neil Simon says, I will come away with the best writing of all time. I don't know if that truly is my hope, I just hope that my life touches at least one person and that in some small way I will touch them through one artistic thing that I do. We shall see.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

What is happening?

That question mark is for David Hitt.

Great improv shows this weekend. I hope many more to come. We had some great stuff come from the weekend character wise. I had rehearsal again tonight for another gig that is coming up for a marriage conference this weekend. Also, I hope some movie work is coming my way soon. There are plenty of improv opps headed this way. It is amazing how you commit your way to Lord and he has your back. In all that you do, you just commit. I am still trying to really wrap my head around the book I have been reading by Tony Dungy. There is so much depth in the pages that he wrote. I had several moment there were I teared up. It is as I posted very much worth reading.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

A great book

I started reading Quiet Tony Dungy's memoirs. I almost finished it in one day. Great inspirational book. I recommend it for sure. He is the real deal. Amazing.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

New Phone

I got a Motorola Rizr yesterday. To complicated for me. No being up to iphone status is probably a good thing. I would be i crazy. I am glad I have E in his Eness to help this techno challenged preppy out. The picture below is from my camereal. I have to experiment some more to see if I can get clearer images.

Pug in paridise

This is how I found my pug when I returned from my morning workout.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007


My meeting with the personal trainer at the gym was quite torturous. I have never in my whole life been as sore as I am at this moment. I missed acting class tonight that indicates the pain level for me. I don't miss class much. I felt I should stay home and rest the weary legs. It is even hard to drive. lol. I am not an old woman yet, but today I feel my age for sure.

letting go

I am at a time in my life where I feel like things are spinning and spinning. I have not been very peaceful. My brain has been out of control.

I am faced with

Do I work or do I stay home?
Do I take my teaching test or Do I just wait?
Do I keep trying to have an acting career or Do I just give up on that dream?
Do I try to be content being a mom and and wife or do I try for more things?

I seek God everyday on this. I am a Christian and really want to live like one. I want to put things down in front of him and let them go and allow him to direct and figure out things for me. I just want to sit back and say ok God I can't wait to see what you are going to do. It is hard not to want nice things. We chose long ago that I would stay at home with our kids and not work. I have loved every minute of being here. Even though they are in school just being able to get things done around the house for all of our family and go to school and eat lunch with Heidi it is cool. But all of this cost us something. I know that it has been the right thing to do. I feel that it was the best decision that we could have made. I don't know what direction God will take me, but I am dedicated to be found faithful to him and when he does seek me, I want to be found holy and acceptable in his sight. When he had the tabernacle built in the Old testament, he started with a dwelling place for himself. Just as he started with himself years ago, he started ,with himself in me. I stand in the gap for many of you that read this blog. I know many times you may not no this, but I pray for you that God will work in your life and that you will allow him to do so. May God bless anyone who reads this and May he rest in your heart and soul forever.