I realized today that the physical problems that I have been having lately, (dizzeness, tightness of muscles, feeling like that I am going to pass out) is all due to anxiety. I thought all lot of things may be causing my problems. I have realized that I let small things just get to me without realizing it until it is to late. I start feeling week, my muscle tighten, and I arrive in high strung mode. I am turning into my mother. I guess it is my destiny. My grandmother did this, my mom does this, so does my sister and now me. I don't know if it is personality, insanity or what.
I baked peanut butter cookies and I am now baking a cheesecake. I love cooking. I wished I had time to do more of it. It is fun. I made the cookies for the girls they needed a snack. I am making the cheesecake for a party that I am going to tomorrow night. (Thanks kim for letting me borrow your mixer. ) My friend from my class are getting together to say goodbye to 3 of our students that are headed to New York to pursue their acting careers. The rest of us are so jealous that we are not going with them. lol. Maybe I will make it to New York before I die.
I have to work this weekend. Makes for a long weekend.
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I can empathize with the anxiety thing. You don't know what's wrong. Weird pains, lightheadedness, rapid pulse, etc. Had to take Zoloft for a while...that's good stuff. Helped almost immediately.
I'm just glad I wasn't having a heart attach or anything. It felt like it at times...
Absolutely it does feel that way. If you don't know what is going on, it can really freak you out.
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